here comes MAY

Wow I didn't know that blogger has a newwwwwww look. I must have left it all behind for a very very long time. Since March I suppose. now its approaching May already. And May is the month that i've been waiting for. These few months ago has beeeeeen.. staying-home-all-day thing for me. Getting a job is quite a challenge. Ive been to interviews but they all wanted a full timer and not a part timer. but all I wish it to get a decent one that paid sufficiently. yet, its not as easy to get as I'd wish it will be. Life goes on, I do enjoy having free time without worrying about exams and reports. Life is a bliss. I get some money from people too from doing the 'small' things for them. so yeah. its all good. for now. I can't wait to graduate especially!!!!!!

Graduate!

on MAY. with that blue robe and white baju kurung. can't wait for the photoshoot as well. hehehehe. moments with my 2 years in half marketing classmate. its been great journey with them though. anyway.. my baju will be done by tomorrow by my fabourite tailor! i can't wait to pick it up!! well thats so far my plans for next week.

and my sister Salwa and my bro Ijat are having their summer holiday for 3 months soon. so.. I guess.. they'll be enjoying it while they can. But I am thinking of dragging Salwa into something to do for earning. I can't really do it alone, I am not really an alone person when doing things.. so ummmmhphhhhh..

I am out of words. I really miss my Jenesys family!!!!!!!!

and Ive been emailing Otasan from Nakagawa every week now. :'/

prison sneakout

I have been watching PRISON BREAK and Im done with season 1 and 2. The show was kinda gore to me.. very dramatic, too much thriller and disgusting acts of crime.. on top of that I can't believe I couldn't stop watching the series!! It was awesome!! and mindblowing. I know I am toooo late to have watch the series that has ended somewhere in 2009. better late than never.

gotta goooooooo

Before Sunset

Internet was down during the week of Hassanal Bolkiah Trophy. But its fine.. I was busy attending and grabbing tecket to watch HBT at the Stadium. It has been really really fun to watch with the beloved people.. My family my cousins and my LOVE. The first time we watched HBT was during the Malaysia vs Brunei match, which is on Saturday night. The family has nothing to do at that night and all of us feel like going out. So what is the best way to go out and spend less? Watch  free ticket football match at the Stadium! hehe. So we went to the Stadium, not knowing that this is actually a 'big' thing. We kinda arrived early. The fans haven't gone wild yet.. at that time. and luckily.. my sister's boyfriend's mother who happened to be one of the AJK for HBT gave us the Free Pass to watch at the roof area.. just near the Prince. hehe. So Brunei won that match and we got so addicted to watch more. So we did watch Brunei lawan Timor leste also at the rooftop area. And I realised that the audience has gain and they got more fanatic. That night Brunei also won the match and same goes to the match with Myannmar where the Brunei Tebuan Muda reserved the place to go to Semi Final. We also watch at the rooftop area for the Semi Finals. It was really a week of football for all of us. It has been a great journey though to see the Brunei Tebuan Muda to reach up and up and uppp towards FINAL at the end.

Long story short, we didn't get to get the Free Pass at the rooftop area to watch the match, which means.. we have to berabut tickets at Belapan which we did~ haha. It was me, Syaiful, Salwa, Bazli, Ijat, Ijah, Hakim and Arif. Us and the cousins. So Hakim (my sister's boyfriend) slept over at our Lugu place. and also Syaiful. The announcement of where the tickets will be distributed was from Facebook and they said.. like they really really said.. must bring YELLOW IC and can only take one ticket per person. So I've imagine that, for every person that came lining up at Belapan that morning were the amount of people who will go to Stadium just to watch the match. it was really crazyy.. We started to line up for the ticket as early as 4AM. That was just... crazyyy. and before the gate was opened it was really really hectic like hell. All of us got the ticket anyway. We had the ticket in our hands at exactly 8.18AM which is 18mins after the gate was opened. See how crazy front liner we were. haha! anyway.. Syaiful had to attend his class at 8AM in ITB and our car were block by, not one... but 10 cars!! We had no choice but to call our parents to pick us up. Syaiful managed to get to ITB by 9am.. which.. is.. acceptable. His lecturer thought he came from Temburong. LOL!

The match that night was a moment. Brunei became the champion of HBT for this year. which is quite a history. It was a great moment. we were all like jumping and so crazily hyper. Days after that.. the Hassanal Bolkiah Trophy era has over..

The Japanese era started. I can say my holiday is very well spent with lots of activities. As usual the student from Japan University will have a homestay at our place for a week. All we do is just bring them out give them local food and all that sort. I had fun filling my free time with them though. It was nice having people to layan. hehehe. anyway.. they came home to their bornland a week after. leaving me with.. my..

Suzy's era! Suzy slept over at my place at the right time just when the allowance were out! We had a crazy shopping spree. and I finished $200 in 2 days without buying anything! hehehe and then...

Dance Practice era. so this week were full with dance dance dance.This is pretty common for me and im too tired to elaborate.

Now I don't have anything in mind of what to do. for the following... im so freee. and soo back to be bored. I really want to watch THE VOW.

ps. Sorry if my writing quality is so bad. Ive forgotten how to write very well and I don't care hehe.

nothing in hand but all is still well :)

hey hippies! its another week of.. nothing.. Im starting to apply for jobs aggresively. And Im still thinking about whether to pursue my study or got to work. Anyhow.. hoping that everythign is turning out well in the end. I am pretty blur and clueless whatever that comes after this.. still.. hoping all is well.

my bestfriedns Suzy is staying over last night and also tonight. At least I got something to do and to talk to for the rest of the day. hehe.

got to go~ bbye

Syaiful attempted to make my favourite dishes, The Penang Asam Laksa. Although failed, but I love love love his effort. He is a very very nice guy that I met in the middle of somewhere that turns my life upside down and appreciated.. feeling like the luckiest girl in the world :) he may not be perfect and the hell of whoever thought about us as if they know about us.. but our family and real friends are what matters the most.

kumplin kumplin kumplin saja

Anis's infamous pose tribute. this is because she wasn't here todayyy :(

So today I got to spent my morning with my babes back in MD ;) Zaimah and Anis are going to Korea for a Semester in an exchange programme soon. Anis will be off tomorrow and Zai the day after tomorrow. Anis didn't get to join us today.. so theres only me, Zaimah and Aida. We had breakfast at Nadj and after that we went to Polo Club to bowl.. unfortunately its not open yet.. So we decided to lepak at Zai's house just like the old days. The old days when Zai's house is like a second home for me.. going up to her room just like that.. hahaha. funny days though. I had fun today and got to take a day off doing the laundry and cooking! Yay! Salwa took my shift for today.. and I really really can't wait for the end of this month which is the day when our new maid will be arriving, like FINALLY! hehehehe. I can't wait to be the princess again. lol brat! I missed those days..

Have you realised that I put a song there in the blog.. Close to You by the Carpenters. A song that always been serenaded by Sepol via skype with his acoustic guitar.. and the song kinda grew in me that I decided to put it on the blog.. :) Its been a while. 

Today is getting better.. because Im having a swim later with my friends. crazy friends from around my place saja.. I love hanging around with them. Soo psych about it.. because I was so disappointed that last night the swim were cancelled because it was raining. I was really really really REALLYYYYYYYYYYYYY hoping that tonight won't rain because I really need to swim!!! I needed exercise. hehehehe. and I really want to swim so badly and I don't know why!!


Oh last but not least.. I love this quote. hahahaha I did better research than FBI can do when I got jealous or when I really need to know the truth. Facebook helps alot.. =D well thats how I found out the ugly truth about some ugly things in the past. Lets bury the hatchet! 

ps. I hope you enjoy the song. It makes the weather feels wonderful eventhough it is sooooo hot right now outside.

when hit rock bottom

what a depressing saturday night~

apaan

I was really wondering is there really people reading my blog because the stats view stated 1172 when i last checked and now suddenly its 1193 something. haha.

Its saturday morning.. still got nothing to look forward for today. I miss dance practices. I wanna work. Urgh. I don;t like what I've been through right now.